so quiet, sad and lifeless today?!?!? Has the devil in him been gotten rid of?? Or the endless mugging made him sane?!?!?!? Really scary. Even our physics tutor ms. lim (above) noticed the difference and commented, "why today your face black black, very scary lehx."

It was only when the day ended when yang told us with a very disappointed and anguished face, "you know why today i so sad, my lobster died." WAH! yang's 4-D lobster(red-clawed crayfish) for abt 3 yrs died!? no wonder he sad la. Imagine you feed it everyday, wash its tank, clean its shit for 3 years! you are bound to develop feelings for it right? In yang's heart i think he had long regarded his dear lobster as his family member.

Even a devil like yang =X can feel so much for his dear lobster. A sensitive, sentimental soft side of him which we hardly see. Quite not used to it tho. Yang i still prefer the "havoc" "devil may care" you. i wan see this....

Back to where we stopped, later on i don't know who said what or what happened we were on the topic of fillial piety.. lolx..Hmmm.. this leads me to think of something else, what i really wanna blog abt today. If someone can be so dam sad abt the lost of a beloved pet, what about kinship? Just the other day i heard a si ginah(brat) saying how bad his mother was. How he doesn't like his mother etc. How can that be? Whatever your mothers or parents do, i believe deep down in their heart they have our interest in mind.(ok, at least when they are not losing their temper on us unreasonably XD) Back to topic, if some people can have so much concern for their pets, i don understand how people can don love or have this gratitude for their parents. i really don. halo....., don have your father poke your mother, don have your mother carrying you around in her womb for abt 9 months and bearing the pain of labour, you think you can be here? at least have this gratitude to them for giving you your life, bringing you up, providing you with the best they can, if not you think you can be here today to say that you don love your mother? (to the person who said you don like your mother, you know who you are, on behalf of your mother nahz! this is for you _l_ !!!) and i would like to take this opportunity to tell you mum although i didn't tell you before, although i might be rebellious at times, deep in my heart "i love you" and to my old granny who just finished her operation and is safe and sound now, "i love you too" (thx god for looking after her) not forgetting you dad, "thx for working so hard everyday to let me squander your hard earned $$ =)), i love you three!"

ok la, i acknowledge this person that i know might be just talking cock and wanting to vent and let out the displeasure with what his mother has done, that's also precisely why i didnt go and box him. maybe deep down inside he still loves his mother, i give him the benefit of the doubt. In my opinion he is still much better than those heartless ingrateful brats/biatch/bastards dunno what to call them. These people dump their parents in old folks' home, leaving them to rot and fend for themselves at an old age. After all that they have done to bring you up, is that what they deserve? Shame on you people, i despise you! wait till you have children of your own and they will do the same to you!!!!

where will you be w/o them,
would you be here?
have you told them you love them,
if not what are you waiting for?
treasure your love ones while you can...
grandpa, i miss you... i really miss you...