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Nothing Comes Close To Be Somebody
Monday, April 06, 2009
|| pieces of me 1:34:00 PM ||
the first thing in the morning when i woke up, my msn poped out a whole chunk of msgs. a long awaited chunk. but my com had to play punk at this moment..... zzzZZZ seriously dam screwed up.... nvr had i wanted so much to see a msg.......

at that moment nth else had really matter really.. i just wanna hear your voice and be by ur side







i feel so empty and lost inside... cos the everything of my life just seemed to poped out for a sec...
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i just hope someone is there... not to listen to what i have to say or how i feel... cos i also dunno what to say... i got nothing to say.. its just a shitty feeling... and i think i just wish there is someone with me now ... no need to say anything.. no need listen to me saying anything.. just the presence... it would be perfect if the one here is you.. a hug would be nice. or at least i can hug you. w/e the case...

i think i am emo-ing too much.. since nth can get in .. the next best thing i shd try is to get some rest ? i know i wont be able to sleep... but i'll try......




i don have a dairy.. but i am glad i have you, my blog. i can bitch and whine when nobody is there to listen or at least when i don wanna disturb anyone. for another instance... i am so glad i have a blog.
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when you are down and out...

i am still wondering.. i cant help but wonder... altho the only thing i know i shd be doing now is studying.. i tried to throw everything aside and study.. but nth just seems to go in and i cant concentrate... and i just wonder... the shitty feeling still lingers and i cant drive it away... perhaps i shd down some alcohol too then i can forget abt everything and not care abt anything.... perhaps i cant...

i tot this should be the last feeling i would be feeling at this moment.. why am i emo-ing.......... WTF man........ but oh well.. at least u are totally KO-ed. you are fine at home.. nothing else shd really matter right. oh well... tml shall be a brand new fresh day again.

fuck you man shi liang. FOCUS!
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i know i shd be studying.. i know i have to .. i wanted to... but nothing is helping......









this is crap.........
if i cant make u feel better i will want to feel like you do. and yea.. but maybe i felt more this time...
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
|| pieces of me 1:20:00 AM ||
finally gotten my taiwan trip pics onto my com.. will upload and blog when i got time? maybe like after exams.. hahaha
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
|| pieces of me 1:47:00 PM ||
just when you think you are in it all alone. fucking only one suffering in this whole dam bloody world.. in these tough times people just pop by and brightens your day, warms your heart.. make you feel that times are not that tough.(of course... there are so many more misfortunate people around.. just that whenever you are in some shit, you think you are the one most fucking unlucky bastard that is undergoing the worst shit in life. hahahahahahaha )

thanks people.. glad to have you all in my life.. i feel dam bloody good and got alot motivation to study now.. most probably cos my best motivator fear kicked in when i miss my supposedly super easy quiz this morning..  all is not lost and i hope it isnt too late to start now. 










you don have to do anything or say anything. just your mere presence makes my heart light and makes me fly....
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
|| pieces of me 11:40:00 PM ||
i use to have difficulties understanding what i am studying even when i can concentrate... but now i cant concentrate.... keep thinking of everything about her rather than study...

BUT i seem to grasp whatever i study.. hahahahaha..

i guess thats cos my mind is clear...

CLEAR that what i need and want is YOU. LOL... ultra corny... back to studies.....
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i got to neglect my GF and my friends for sometime... no fun, no social life, no ................................... and the list goes on....

but a man got to do what a man must do! and this man got to start mugging for his final exams.

lotsa quiz in the next 2weeks in particular next week.... take it as a good opportunity to force myself to read up those chapters tested in the quizes first as a starter to my revision for my finals.








i know you would never want to leave my side and that you will always be there for me~
just like how i would for you.....
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
|| pieces of me 4:37:00 PM ||
as i mug and nothing goes in......
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
|| pieces of me 11:30:00 AM ||
i have said what i said and promised what i could. i know you are afraid and don wanna get hurt(again). but do know that you are special to me and i hope i am the same to you. you don have to take my promise for it, but i will stick to it. cause I SAID IT... not for the sake of fulfilling a promise. but cause i really meant it.
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why is there pain? 

the more you love, the more you try, the more you don't get it,...

The more it hurts....

it hurts so much and i cant stop cos i really tried and thought so hard before deciding to do or say what i say for you. its not a rash or casual remark. i say what i mean and i meant what i said. i am SURE. Once, Twice, Thrice... over and over again, a million times, ten thousand lifetime i will say the same.

however i am glad that you shared what you shared with me. it makes me understand the things you say and the things you do more. do tell me more. i wish to know cause i care. i wish to know everything bout you.

promise doesnt come with condition.... i was hesitant to promise cos i know the logical me cant "promise" in this context.... but..






my love for you is unconditioned... this i know. cos i cant control it~
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Monday, March 16, 2009
|| pieces of me 4:32:00 PM ||
Fri night was shitty... received her call. she sounded so high la... trying to stall her time make her not hang up. hope she gets sober..... in the end i gave up. too worried, i decided to chiong down find her. she sound so dead dam drunk still wan go another "pub" continue drink with colleagues. zzzzzzzz. decided to chiong down to their new drinking place.

when i am 1 cross junction from the place i received a call.

teresa: hi...is this shi liang?
sl: ya
teresa: wru?
sl:on my way
teresa: ok good. can you do me a favour? can u come pick mel back? she is drunk.. she is D-R-U-N-K.
sl:thats the purpose of me being on my way right? (*dulans* make my gf drunk.. u die!)
sl:so... wru ?
teresa: *******
sl:(wtf!? still at old place?) huh?! where is that?
teresa:***** bla bla bla... (ah liang still dunno where it is)
sl:(hmmmm....) ya orh orh.. ok i will find my way there....(lucky got street directory and GPS)


after awhile finally reached... tho went into some god forsaken dark alley which looks like "ying yang lu" but finally still able to reach her. dam panic.... saw her friends before i could stop my car and so wanted to jump off... wanted to @£$!%£%!! the friends and her but well.. no heart to do so when u see your GF down...i just ran towards her, she saw me and hugged me. i knew the fire in me is already devoured by the worried, scared and lost feeling. just wanna take care of her make her feel better.

not to forget her bash was on the following day... she gonna get drunk she says.. they want her down... dear.. rmb i said " if i am there, you wont be allowed to go down before i do. whoever wants to do so gotta seek my permission first.." oh well.. but that night she still went down .. hahahaha.. omg...  i dunno to feel so fffffreaking useless or feel that she "perhaps the alcohol from the previous day is still in her.." hahahaha anyways you didnt drink much on both days dear... LOL.. wateva u say..

most of her colleagues went and showered her with presents.. and they were really kinda crazy.. the way they drink and made my girl drink.. i so gonna kill that vivian when i have a chance... LOL...

anyway mel... you are barred from drinking till further notice. your boyfriend said so. ;)


2 more wonderful nights with just you and me.....
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